Pan's chronicle

2010-08-30T16:34:00.001+08:00

Things never happen the same way twice.

2010-06-22T00:19:00.003+08:00

Let nature takes its course,
sometimes things may not seems that hard to understand anyway.
why bother to think so much when you knw that you may not have answers to them ?

relax, and learn to appreciate life, and whoever that made you smile(:
after all these shity F1 and ED projects, everything will be fine!

Happy go lucky, cos emo-ing dun usually helps sometimes,

P.S: I'm beginning to like drinking. lol.

G.E.M.08年12月12日銅鑼灣街頭Show自彈自唱《Where Did U Go》

2010-06-04T23:20:00.001+08:00

LOVED! ;D

How i wish one day i could be talented like her who plays so well in piano w singing.

Love the song, although i dun understand a single shit of canto(:

2010-06-01T23:23:00.001+08:00

Studying like a mad person now.
seriously.
cos im saying im studying and yet im like hooked on the same questions over and over again.
Few more days to CT.
im getting so tensed up.
so lost.
Paranoid.

P.S: what can i do.. to make you understand?

2010-05-30T23:05:00.001+08:00

I like being single, i jus hate being lonely.

2010-05-25T20:29:00.003+08:00

It's getting complicating..
shld have stop it, shld have controlled it.

& now, i dunno how to do.

@pumproom

2010-05-22T22:38:00.021+08:00

Happy bday to hy (21/5) and Wen Ting (22/5)!

enjoyed the night sisters(:

So wad's the next plan eh? hehe =x

2010-05-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

Lots of pple falling sick under these kind of weather.
and yea i guess im gonna to be soon.
having this " i know im gonna be sick soon " feeling now.
oh gosh, thanks to the hotplate and hot dark chocolate and roti prata whole day today i guess.
plus staying whole day in air-con room.
Gonna study study and study now.
bear with it!

Gonna rest early, so glad that im having lessons at 1pm tmr.
can be able to slp late. (:

2010-05-14T22:29:00.002+08:00

I'm really really starting to worry for my studies.
Perhaps becos seeing other pple starting to study so early this sem for CT alr.
Deep in my heart i knew i had to do sth,
but often enough, distractions and stuffs are always out there..
and tends to follow our heart, instead of the brains.

oh fuck!

2010-05-10T21:42:00.002+08:00

I wanna start studying alr.
and im gonna prove someone wrong i'll get that 3.2 gpa instead of 2.3 or lesser if i can do that.

study study study,
its time to set the main priority right.
and other stuffs aside.

face doc visit tmr.
study session.
kbox session.
working times.

thats it for this week.

2010-05-09T09:58:00.002+08:00

P.s: The extraordinary feeling..

2010-05-05T20:57:00.001+08:00

Does getting drunk really makes all troubles go away ?
i wanna try. if i could.

2010-05-05T00:24:00.003+08:00

Am i doing the right thing?
TRUST.
it seems like a simple but yet difficult word.
everything will be fine.
fine.
fine.

ew. forget it.
better think about, where on earth to get my ring for mother's day!

2010-05-03T01:09:00.006+08:00

IM NOT GONNA GO BUGIS FOR 6 MONTHS !
Met up with sisters today! ;D
and yea, seems to have much comments on mydressing today eh.
trust me, today will be the ONE time im wearing those.
i dun wan AS anymore.
not that daring!
I got my new heels, my new bag, new shorts and new dress~
at the sometime, i managed to empty my wallet, w/o even a 10cents coin.
pathetic. (Y)
Photos uploading soon!

Mother's day coming up ?
Need ideas for gifts.
Maybe just sth practical i guess.
A proper, nice and great dinner or lunch!
Need to make up to her, been a bad kid recently. =x

Plans on 21st! am looking forward!
but the main one will always be 4th to 6th june laaa!
SISTERS, its party time!
i want my holidays, although its only like the 3rd week of school?
cmi.

P.S: Forgive me, for being such a bad person, i hate myself for this too. so stop it.

2010-05-01T01:01:00.005+08:00

Things dun usually ends up that bad, afterall. (:
I'm waiting for ip man 2 next tues!! yea :D
Cinema was fully packed today for iron man 2.
i wanna watch part 1 though, one day.
maybe it'll be nicer, lesser talking more actions compared to IM2?

Working sucks now.
im becoming more lazy for job.
bad sign.
neverlessly, sunday is gonna cheer my day up.
sisters meeting finally ! yea ;)

PS: im excited on the upcoming event! hopes everythings goes smoother yea im waiting!!!

&& no more skipping of piano lessons next time. sry ms yap.

2010-04-30T00:27:00.002+08:00

I dun like this.
I dun like the way i handle and do my stuffs.
I know some may think that im getting emo recently,
but seriously im beginning, really starting to think abt wad i wanted in life.
This whole week and the last week,
been packing up myself everyday, after schools and reaching home late.
I didnt know why though, why in the hell am i getting myself so packed up everyday.

Every family will get their own problems.
People do change, and so does siblings.
They changed to become someone unlike the past,
someone that my parents dun like,
and im not used to it.
Its true in someways im getting abit more freedom then normal,
but. i realise i dun like the way of losing this bonding.
friends are more important than family?
& after everything, i dun wanna be a dissapointment to them.

Meet up with IS frens and yulenda today.
Surprisely yes, we seems to be the only pple that managed to remain our friendship thoughout,
unlike like other sem 1 IS frens?
talk cork and laugh like mad? haha(:

Is everything worth it?
everything i do mus i really do them with a reason?
i dun wanna think, but it seems to me like,
memories are getting the best of me nw.
& im fuckin hating these.
& dun ask me the reason why, cos i wanna know the ans to this question too.

2010-04-28T01:22:00.001+08:00

Ice kachang puppy love!!
<3 <3 <3

2010-04-27T01:14:00.004+08:00

Im confused. Numb. Lost. everything at the same time.
Not lookin forward in any days of the week now.
Be it weekdays where school days dun end up well,
or weekends which i had to worried abt the sales and the, attitude.
and yea, other stuffs as well. is starting to piss me off.
there's somehow or other a limit to everyone's patience.
when a person shows kindness or friendliness to you, sometimes it does not meant anything,
like wad you thought it wun be.

Nth elses matters now, beside the main priorities, the main concern.
Yea, we had to understand that things and stuffs wun normally go along well with us,
and we have to learn to accept, when there's no more choices for you.

Self confidence.
and i need to decide fast.

P.S: people do change, and so do their attitude towards everything.
time is the key point.

2010-04-12T00:18:00.002+08:00

Think carefully before you act next time.
Cos somethings.. there's no chance for you to start over again.
OH GOD DAMN IT.

Workin fun today!
although the sales today is like wtf?
but yet i enjoyed myself ,
and learn that special technique why some sales person have so good sales?

I'll miss these peeps, and yea hello to boring workin these 3 days! =(

2010-04-09T23:11:00.003+08:00

laptop is giving me craps now.
fcuk.
So much stuffs needed to do, but yet so lil time,
Needed to get my IC, my np student pass,
and on top of these, now this bloody acer giving me all these shit!
OH MAN.

2010-04-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

OH holidays, pls give me another 14 days of youuuu! =(

2010-04-03T01:08:00.002+08:00

Work alot.
Think alot too recently.
Too much stuffs going thru my head at one point of time,
and sometimes i realise, i didnt know wad i am doing.
wad my mind is thinkin.

Make decision without thinking abt the consequences,
Shoot words jus outta my mind everytime.

I wanted to feel stuffs with my heart,
w/o having to play mind games.

life is tough.
no one dies a virgin,
becos life fucked us all.

P.S: The person you trusted the most, maybe you dun even know who he/she's really are.

2010-03-24T00:33:00.002+08:00

Gonna work till like shit now.

Im seriously not enjoying this..
having no life now other than wrk,
having to worry abt all my fuckin damn bills, fees and now.
my digital piano as well!

& i discover that whenever you needed money the most,
essentials and stuffs at your home, or you MOST needed.
will tends to get out of stock and you have to get them by hook or by crook.
damn it those contact lenses and alllllll stuffs la, to be in tis timing.

2010-03-19T11:03:00.002+08:00

Thank god for giving me one chance.
and i swear im not gonna skip any lessons w/o valid reasons next sem.
But im still feeling depressed, for the coming year 2 for some reasons.
cos.. things are never gonna be the same again.
and seriously i hate this. Fucking hate these.

maybe its really time.. for me to get serious with life.

2010-03-18T15:16:00.003+08:00

Work.
Out.
Home.
Pianos.

Thats the life now.

Results tmr. GG.
im not gonna on my phone tmr morning.
cos i dun wan to know wad i know im getting.

2010-03-09T22:24:00.004+08:00

Sorry for those bad attitude,
but i didnt know how to reveal or show myself out to anyone, anymore.
I felt like i cant be my true self now.
cos im not sure if i could ever trust anyone again.
pardon me. really. i need time.

2010-03-08T00:01:00.002+08:00

Everyone have their own problems,
different pple have different points of views,
different ways to solve them.
So, if you could choose the easier way out,
why bother to make your life difficult?

& im way too softhearted, so i choosen the easy way.
嘴硬心软.

泛贱.

2010-03-07T00:33:00.003+08:00

Freakin pissed off.
Okay.
Since you treat us like air, then so be it.
Since you think your frens are better than us.
and you are enjoyin your life very well,
then go ahead then.
& we are having serious communication problems, really.
You are the one who is not keen at all in the first place,
so stop finding excuses or anything to cover up those shit.
i dun wanna hear your explaination anymore cos i see no point any further.
thats it, really the end point. i had enough. KNN!
you can fairly well jus continue acting like you are the victim k,
and let me be the bad guy.
FUCK YOU MAN.
end up everything my fault nbcb!

P.S: im not gonna let anyone "know me better", not for now. forget it pls.

2010-03-06T12:39:00.001+08:00

LOL. Weird stuffs are comin my way.

Enjoy your trip tmr, Hy and wq~!

I WANNA GO TOOOO! :(

2010-03-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

Alice in wonderland dun seems as nice as wad i thought.
maybe cos of the subtitles? lol.

P.S: Im spending money like water these days, buy piano? yea, dream on.

2010-03-03T23:49:00.004+08:00

Zen X-Fi2 or Nano?

PS: OK. i know my english is bad. but i'll rem it the next time. its spent instead of spended. LOL.

2010-03-02T00:02:00.002+08:00

i hate it.
seriously, i tink i made the right choice.
im not gonna ruin my life like this.

Gonna find time to get back my identity.
ASAP by this week!

PS: Work hard, play hard for now.

2010-03-01T00:43:00.008+08:00

SERIOUSLY.
Who ever it is out there who did that down at expo today.
I wish you hell.
for stealing frm a kid with 0 value in the bank.
gifing me NTH but trouble.

NOW. I have to change my locks,
Replace/ renew / cancel ALL my cards and atms,
Make police report,
Buy new cardigan and all my stuffs in the bag AGAIN,
Replace new ezlink and student card,
Live life w/o music till IT fair,
& the worst part is:
I HAVE TO PAY 100 BUCKS TO REPLACE THT DAMN IC.

work for 3 days, and end up now im taking all to pay for all this shit.
_l_
WTF!

2010-02-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

最熟悉的陌生人.

2010-02-25T23:58:00.002+08:00

ACER touchpad sucks.
gosh, wtf.
gonna find one time and get down to repair alr!
!$#%$@

Last paper down.
thats the happy thing.
putting aside the difficulty of the paper,
and how i'll fare for it.

Holidays here, so im gonna work hard for my piano nw!
gonna skip my piano lessons tmr =(

2010-02-24T22:40:00.003+08:00

I want that, need them so badly too.
been having headaches v often these weeks,
been having insomnia too,
which is really DAMN IT frustrating.
ohgosh, im waitin for tmr to be over.
and welcoming my holidays.
and i hope the efforts this two days, although its abit late,
wun go down to drain.
8 1/2 hours studying non stop?
i had never tried before, even during my o levels retake.
im putting in every bit i have for mech,
every regret i had for not paying attention in class.
nth much to be done now,
hopefully, pls let me be able to pass tmr.

gonna revise my mech , and im off to slp!

Last but not least,
HAPPY BDAY TO NIECE KIM!
i bet she's really happy with her bday present.
at least no more blue tack.
and, my sis and i seems to be waitin for her to open it as well.
=P LOL!!

以前，以後

2010-02-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

Emotions.

Gone crazy frm pianos!

2010-02-19T22:29:00.007+08:00

spended 2 and half hrs for prac today.

first time even since i felt boredom.

and in the end, i still didnt manage to prac finish the last few songs frm last lessons.

After coming out frm my room, saw a small gal waitin outside for her lessons after mine.

& i wonder if her pianos skills are fall way off better than mine?

such a disgrace to myself then, cant even compare to a kid younger than me like, 10 years?

and its those.. look simple, yet complicated for me to understand, with only the first book?!

I'm started to worry for the next lesson.

没有音乐天分.

hort park tmr! ;D

2010-02-18T22:01:00.004+08:00

Its always at this point of time that i'll feel this way.
&& i didnt know why.

RETRO restaurant!

2010-02-18T00:33:00.008+08:00

Study session for EG2 today.

too much stuffs for me to absorb.

went for dinner with peeps at restaurant!

yea, thanks mary for the dinner!
love the design,

lots of photos with haixin with those bus and cars and motors!
hahhas! ;D
cam-whoring CNY '10!

HAPPY CNY! ;D

2010-02-15T23:00:00.025+08:00

OKAY. Firstly. I was told that i am having a SUPER round face.
and i look like a ball.

-.-

im gonna go on diet soon.

SISTERS' day out.

Watched perry jackson today,

nice movie!

Neoprints and lots of camwhoring today!

been a long time since the last time we gt tgt.

But we missed wenting and jiling today. =(

Dinner and chit-chat session at HK cafe.

we are nth but a noisy bunch of crazy peeps!

BUT thats wad makes us, BFF. <3

2010-02-13T00:54:00.005+08:00

Its this easy-going personality that makes me wad i am(:

2010-02-10T21:54:00.003+08:00

Dyed and cut my hair.
and the result is:
The colour is not obvious at all!
and shld said trim my hair since it looks like almost no diff at all .
but chapter 2 is <3.
although its abit ex,
but its worth it if you are gonna CUT.
as in like changing a new hairstyle yea.

bugis trip tmr!
:D:D

2010-02-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

Spending 14 dollars to get home in 10 mins,
comparing to spending 2 dollars to reach home in 40,
yea, its simply too tempting to see bus stop squeezing with pple like sardines.
fine.
in my theory, im a dumbass.
and cabs are really going to get out frm my days now!

Oh yea, i must really be out of my mind today really.
i dunno wad's wrng with me today for that few mins.
anyway, cheers! and smileeeeeeeeeeeee :D:D

2010-02-05T18:09:00.002+08:00

More stuffs added for pianos scripts.
making it more complicated.
But there's no lessons next week!
that means more time for piano prac!
I MISS 7 SISTERS.
been such a long time since everyone went out tgt alr.
hais.
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEET UP SOOOOON!

busy weekends ahead.
im gonna buried myself in those compro and work!

2010-02-02T20:10:00.007+08:00

Finally, WSH is coming to an end.
& CATS too. kind of miss Mr.edmund though.
no more fun module. sad. :(
But holidays will do the job to cheer me up ltr!
im waiting and waiting and waiting for it!

I wanna get that chifron beige colour on my hairrrrr now!
but too busy to have the time to do that nw.
guess i have to wait till next week .

P.S: counting down to exams : 2 weeks. Holidays: 3 WEEKS. (Y)

2010-02-01T22:19:00.013+08:00

I have better things to do then to worry about things i shldnt be worrying about,

rather, things that i shldnt even care.

That's human beings, that's life.

Im happy today, partly cos there's finally some improvement on my pianos!
and im really gg to save up to get one,
instead of spending like close to 20 to keep gg back for piano practices per week.
and, i've finally got enlightened.
yea, after sooo long! ;D

ENJOY LIFE!

2010-01-31T21:47:00.003+08:00

Tasted almost all ion B1 finger food today yea?
LOLS.
got my shoe. but a navy blue one instead.
and i saved 16 dollars :D

got to do my mech tuts ,
im running out of time!

P.S: well im not that lucky afterall, missed out sth.

working fun ! :D

2010-01-31T10:42:00.009+08:00

Working fun with liching and miyoko! ;D

thanks so much miyoko's help yeahhhhhh !

we were so lucky =x

As a result i spended like 3/4 on my salary on clothes too?

i still cant live w/o shopping!

I'm failing on my pianos alr.

tough for beginners really.

esp. for someone who is too dumb to be able to READ those tao geh.

pianos is really gg to take up alot of my time now.

which is not a good thing esp at this point of time.

neverlessly, i choosen it.

so i'll do my best yea.

i need some real practice on my coordinations!

P.S: i love sequins! <3

2010-01-23T19:09:00.004+08:00

I'm beginning to doubt myself.
Things are not wad they are to be anymore.
Feeling somekind like, empty ?..

&& im gonna need to put in lots of time for piano prac.
yea. i shld have started during march holidays.
dummy in pianos!
=.=

2010-01-22T13:29:00.001+08:00

FIRST PIANO LESSON TODAY.

:D

2010-01-20T20:07:00.002+08:00

i believe you can pull thru,
jus perseverere on and you can do it.
i know its hard..
seeing you so terrible i can do nth to help..
this feeling sucks.
try your best..
AND pls.. dun gif up.
GOD BLESS.
we will pray hard for you!

2010-01-20T00:05:00.003+08:00

i seriously hate this feeling.
this feeling really sucks.
i had never ever in my life got this kind of feeling that is so terrible.
im scare now .
& i fuckin hate bikes.

God please ..
at least out of danger.

i dun wanna admit im having this bad feeling this night.
but im gonna really pray hard he's alright.
out of danger at least.
please. please. please.

2010-01-18T00:48:00.012+08:00

OK. Ways to spend our tutorials lessons "MEANINGFULLY" (: :

- Talk

- Tap on iphones and break records.

- MSN + FB

- Have self toilet breaks.
- Photo taking. including the teachers in the photos too.

Thats the way we usually do, MOST of the time during these 2 sems huh.
LMAO. and school is back again tmr, gonna end off tmr with compro written test.

Which till now, im currently still blogging. and haven started a single shit.

Miner will be so "pleased" to see this right uh?

look at wad her finger is pointing. Tsk.

HAHAHAS.

I need to learn how to plan my time.

Why do i always have this prob, that my time is ALWAYS not enough?

Watched Vampire Assistant with sisters.

Wondered when will part 2 be out.

Average show i guess.

but somehow it seems like a drama instead of a movie to me (:

Dinner at MOF, w/o wenting who went home for dinner.

I <3>

It will be nice if everyone can bring them back after dining.

HAHAHA.

nice food. jus that i thought the serving size was like too small. ( I dun have a big appetite ok?)

EXCEPT. change that spoon. for babies uh?

way toooo small for pple to feel full eh. LOL.

Im gonna flip thru my compro and make sure i can make it for tmr's 8am maths lessons alr!

Having lessons frm 8 to 730pm?

Marvellous.

2010-01-15T20:20:00.006+08:00

ok. I missed the chance again.
SEN IR called again. BUT.
this time i rejected it. MYSELF.
cos i decided to wait for marina bay's recuitment drive.
yea cos of certain reasons.
So Wenting, i cant join you this time round.
but i really do envy your pay lar, for a job so far.

Have so much project on hand nw!
have to finish up my wsh and cats research asap.

I'm glad to complete my compro stage 2 alr.
thanks to darren. for the merging part.

Working tmr.
finally, im gg to offically apply for my piano lessons by next mon.
till then.

P.S: Life is not that bad afterall sometimes. Its bad only if you tink in a negative way. (:
STAY positive. you life will only gets better. (:

2010-01-12T22:28:00.014+08:00

Thank you sisters Meiling, Miner and Wenting!

love the presents and thanks for the efforts.

Im still thinking where am i gg to put it up!

and the stool will be saved for the keyboard! ;D

Erm, im a person who dunno how to react when i got surprises.

yea. its abit dumb lar.

hope you all understand! :)

Neverlessly, im gladd you all still did remembered my bday lar!

cheers!

OLD DOGS IS A DAMN IT HILARIOUS MOVIE.

ohgosh its been a long time since i have last watch a movie with so much laughter.

acting like a crazy woman laughing so hard in the cinemas!

hahahas!

thumbs up. really cheer pple's day up with the scenes laaa!

working tmr. meaning more money to save up!

P.S: do wad you knw you are gg to do tmr. and follow your mind now. instead of your mind!

im gonna forced myself to remember this! to prevent stuffs i dun wanna happen. ohmygosh.

2010-01-11T19:30:00.003+08:00

i regretted rejecting IR sentosa that day.
and went for some damn stupid attachments then.
wasting my time.

Omygosh. i wished i had a second chance.
im not gonna missed it again if i can!!

Badminton makeup lessons tmr.
there goes the only day which i can slp later then usual on weekdays.

Neverlessly, gonna complete the compro stage 2 by tmr.
and do sth bt my mechanics.

YEAH. Meeting up for dinner with sisters!
i dun wan to admit la.
but then yea, missed you all!
its like ages since we last met,
since everyone are soo busy with stuffs.
:D

P.S: i wanted to get to knw myself better, from today onwards. (:

2010-01-11T00:44:00.004+08:00

Give me a chance will you?
mygosh, i am only late for 4 mins for the submission for mech.
i guess i wun be that suay right.

if i am gonna get 0 for my ppt for that 4 and 35 secs of the time.
its really, SHIT.

I am trying hard, not to miss tmr's maths lecture.
since its like last week i didnt even manage to see him at all?

I hate this feeling of returning back to school days.
Since this weekends is really gg too fast.
i didnt even manage to catch a glimpse of the time.
and zoom.
went passed the weekends.

Been too tired recently, i need sleeep.
really i do.
tats it for the day then.

River flows in you.

2010-01-09T22:39:00.005+08:00

Mesmerized.

love it x 10000.

partly too becos of this song that increase the passion for my piano.

Marvellous.

thought it was known to be bella's lullaby at first though.

2010-01-07T21:49:00.002+08:00

YOU BELONG WITH ME IS A NICE SONG!
esp the MV.
another nice song in fearless album.
didnt knew it before today's k session though.
i love the whole album cos every songs seems so nice yea.
:D:D

BALLOON DAY~

2010-01-06T20:35:00.021+08:00

I MISSED MY HOLIDAYS! =(

BALLOON FUN! ;D

Next week gonna be it, the day i register my official P-I-A-N-O lessons at Cristofori Music School! cheaper alot more. but 1 lesson only 30 mins. and only once per week? =( im gonna ask whether its possible to extend them! My driving lessons will commence during my march holidays then. due to..... cashflow prob. as well as my akido. ;D So many things , whereas so lil time. gosh. How abt my yoga and new jazz? confusing me out simply now.

Violin lessons will be taken into considerations as well. since i found out abt sth today. :D

BUT thats for the future. defnitely not now.

6 more weeks or lesser to long term holidays !!

jiayou for now.

before all those things above, i've to get my studies on the track, first!

BADMINTON LESSONS TMR. cant be late again. gonna rest early.

KBOX tmr. i missed them!! so long since the last time.

till then!
<3

2010-01-05T20:13:00.002+08:00

OKAY.

Im going to start all my self-improvement lessons soon!

yea yea yea.
found out abt the pricing for the piano lessons at yamaha today.
close to 150/mth for jus 45mins per week?

ex. but its less than wad i have expected.
gonna find out abt Cristofori's pricing.

P.S.wasting time is like wasting life.

2010-01-05T01:30:00.007+08:00

wad impact they left on me.
I will not be able to bring myself to forget them.
although those are the past tense now.
let bygones be bygones?
but i'm gonna thank them, for teaching me to grow up.
and see the real side of the reality world.

2010, i will myself, but no man.
Things are not gg to be the same anymore.
& i will achieve, and try to get all the things i wanted in this life.
no matter what it takes.

i swear, with my heart.

starting from; being a good gal.

& Happy bday to sis!
who should be happily enjoying herself at KL.
gonna be back tmr. cheers.

2009-12-29T21:46:00.003+08:00

I SWEAR NEXT TIME IM NOT GONNA LET PPLE CUT MY FRINGE AGAIN.

not a single chance.
God Damn It.

2009-12-29T11:29:00.000+08:00

Just keep walking, and dun look back.

2009-12-22T23:40:00.023+08:00

Nth else but tired left.

having sleepless nights these days.

i wonder why, since im alr felt like knocked out everyday these days.
i seriously need to take slping pills if this continues.

i wannnnnn my slp!

Working whole week, except for 24 and 25th celebrating for xmas.

i need a break starting frm next week.

Happy birthday to liching/ limei last sun !

more photos will be up next time.

till then.

i guess i wun be using com again for this week!

I MISSSS MY HAI PAI TIAN XIN AND NEXT STOP!

god damn it.

and my tao hua...

first time missing it at the first moment.

but i really seriously dun have the energy to watch it now.

NEXT WEEK GONNA BE IT. (:

2009-12-20T10:44:00.002+08:00

I wanted to set some goals in my life.
and i wanted NO MORE of aimlessly jus passing my everyday life.
doing those daily routines, and slacking arnd.

SO,
im gonna save money now.
work work work.
and complete those stuffs i wanted and wish to learn.
cos i believe i not born into life w/o any purpose.
living them in vain.

at least i dun wanna
MY life dun only consists of shopping.
starting frm today.
(:

Wanna learn taekwondo, beside loving the uniform, jus learn a skill to defend myself?
Driving lessons are a must, but i can wait.
whereas piano lessons are my dream, my craving.
i hope im still young for all these.

time is running out, and youth is gonna be gone if you dun treasure it soon enough!
jiayou x 100000 panny ! yea ;D

2009-12-18T11:51:00.016+08:00

I needed to work.
to save up for outings these weeks.
ohgosh.

-Sorry not being able to join you guys on 24th,
meet you all up next time.

-and 7 sisters too, enjoy yourself on 24th,
i'll meet you all on 25th kk?

- will try to arrange time for meet up too before the year ends,
SY and jiawen ;D

packed myself up during these 2 weeks;
other than outings..
work, revision and PROJECTS!

brushing myself up, before the school reopens in 2 weeks time.
COS. CT ended up in a bad way.
and i screwed my mechanics alr.
till then.

But neverless, stil thankful to frens for helping out and revising tgt during the ct week (:
cos there's at least still some hope for eg2.
thanks vinod for teaching too.

Watched avatar yesterday down at plaza sing.
gosh. damn long show close to 3 hrs? and since i was sitting on the first 2nd row,
my neck feel like it broken after that.
didnt knw how to descirbe the show also.
but then it shld be nice?
since all tickets are like sold out and selling fast?
:D

2009-12-16T16:57:00.002+08:00

I've lost faith in my mechanics.
soooo.
i'll jus brush up abit more later on it.

By then, i will leave everything for heaven to decide tmr.

GOD BLESS.

"Worthless. and unappreciated."

2009-12-15T20:09:00.003+08:00

I seriously hope i dun screw up this EG2 paper today.
I did my best i supose,
put in wadever shit i have rem and revise before the test.

Jus pray hard now that i dun need the re-test .
i'll be glad alr.

Gonna study mech later.
finish my tao hua xiao mei and next ep will be better definitely!

next up gonna finish my dalang and next stop! ;D

Gonna revise mechanics for tonight before i slp !

" I wanna be happy, & be trouble-free."

2009-12-13T22:13:00.004+08:00

LEAVE ME ALONE.
The Veronicas are loved today (:

10% of studies done? LOL.

2009-12-12T21:03:00.005+08:00

~~LAST PART OF FLATS DOWN. (:~~
I've promised wenting, and i knw wad is the consequences of it defnitely.
but i wanted that kappa shoe as well, neverlessly!

Didnt expend this day to come, to felt so cold in our conversation today.
Meet during the holidays ?
i guess your life seems to have other things much more important though.

K 书时间到 !
2 more days.

" I dun miss you, I missed the way you used to be."

2009-12-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

Choosen my IS modules, Entrepreneurship ranking the first.
Hectic work these few days before the holidays comes,
gonna finish that lab report and keppel industrial report by today.

ASAP.

oh gosh am i really gg to make my font size 40 to squeeze two pages out?

2009-12-08T22:58:00.004+08:00

~~WSH PPT DOWN!~~

ended a better way then i thought.
and the teacher wasnt even paying attention to our presentation also.
WTF.

neverlessly, reports are needed to be handed in too. by THURS.
compro stage 2 by this week too.

Looks relaxing this week,
but in fact sucks too.
CT next week.
jiayou x 10000!

2009-12-07T20:41:00.003+08:00

WSH PRESENTATION TMR.

yes. we are gg to cross our fingers,
and pray hard for the best tmr. (:
OMGOSH.

had a habit of losing my things recently.
esp my mech pencils.
didnt knw how many #!$$@ times i have bought and lost them in like,
1 weeek??
=.= damn it.
im not gonna buy so ex pencils anymore.

2009-12-06T23:29:00.019+08:00

Another bag,
One more dress,
White top added to closet,
New Jumper. ( got it at a discounted price of 24 instead of online shopping ;D)

OMGOSH. i felt so sinful today.
although i wanna sayyyy:

" IT REALLY FEELLLSS SOOOOOO DAMMMN GOOD TO SHOPPPP! ;D"

thats the privilege of being a gal.
& im lovin it so much.
gonna skip so much meals next week. DAMN IT BROKE.

Wq'bday !

Outing to celebrate shuyi's bday at vivo. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to shuyi on the 5th dec!

Oh yeah, watch new moon twice.

LOL.

dissapointing show to me though.

i guess the same for some twilight sega fans out there?

i dunnoe,

but i find that the book is really better.

2009-12-03T13:21:00.004+08:00

i realise till now, this moment of time.
I still didnt know wad i wanted in life.

im stil me, always not content, satisfied with my life .
& i cant find a reason why am i doing that.

I hate myself for still feeling that way till now.
i wanted to stop and get out of this asap.

2009-12-01T22:23:00.003+08:00

You had no idea how dissapointing for the words you said that time.
totally ruin my mood.
wtf have i done to deserve all these shit.

Always been the one getting scolded by you,
taking in all your bad temper.
sometimes i was also wondering am i too dumb to do that.
I did wad i can do as a fren, and i believe that i didnt do anything wrong.
Sometimes it feels so much like you are treating us as spare tires,
When you are damn free, you will find ways to get us out,
contact us and sms us.

When you dun, you can simply jus ignore us for few weeks to mth,
and jus tell me that since we so busy you also lazy to contact us?
so is this wad frens are for?
i tolerant you, but why am i feeling this way.
it seems to me like you are jus living in your world,
and sometimes jus pop your head out and meet us as you wan.

So you tink that after all those, you can jus tell me that its all a misunderstanding?
so after scolding and blaming pple w/o getting the facts right,
and jus a simply apology will do ?
i had enough. its too much sometimes.
I've said i hav forgiven you, but yes you are right.
the hatred is there, already.

You shld learn, to treasure the frens arnd you.
im sicked of all these..
i am , speechless.

2009-11-30T00:28:00.001+08:00

v v v tired.
losing my strength soon.
spended like dunno #$!$!% hours doing the compro proj.
shag and thanks miner for helping me along(:

school at 8 tmr.
till 5.
my gosh.
its slping time.

2009-11-29T14:47:00.007+08:00

Working working and working these three days.
i suddenly realise tat im jus lacking sth so much.
I need to hav a rest, a break seriously before i break down soon enough.

celebrated my mum's bday on fri,
wq's bday yesterday,
and watched new moon.
i am so disapointed with it.
to tink that i still booked the tickets.
i tink i went inside and slp??

compro project left undone.
didnt knw how to complete it.
omg.

heading over to wenting house later.
gonna finished it up by today.
& my eg2 is gonna thank miner today ;D
wahhaha!
backing up my fuckin' acer laptop.
been giving me lots of shit as well as my MSN! -.-

2009-11-25T23:01:00.003+08:00

How on earth am i gg to finish that museum report and get to slp before 12 + able to finish watching my hai pai tian xin ep 4????

I HAVE WAITED SOOO LONG FOR IT LIAO~~ !
omgomg.
damn it.
and i wanna watch new moon~~ !
argh heard its out alreadi! ;D

" If its the pst thats making you feel so bad, all i can tell you is try and forget them. I always believe that times can heals everything, but it seems to me like this didnt applys to all pple. So many things are happening arnd, sometimes makes me lose of sense of direction, move on. pls. it'll make me feel better too, than seeing you feel this way. felt so guilty at some points of times. I did my best, i've tried things i thought i could do. but since this doesnt works for you, i guess you will have to use your own ways to handle your problems. but i wanted to really let you knw: hiding and avoiding dun solve those problems. you will get a better life, better route down in the future. trust me. treat everything now, as a life experience.."

2009-11-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

"so little time to finish so much wrk."

2 more days to go.
end of this hell week.
Today''s test sucks.
cos partly is becos i didnt studied for it.
and last night was busy doing the grp project.
and seriously i hate WSH.

Its so unfair that im always the one getitng these sucky teachers.
and he is so damn long winded.
i wonder is it becos he whole week didnt talk,
so for this 3 hrs i never ever seen him stop talking for a sec!
im so "impressed".
and i dun understand wtf do you need to be so damn strict in your marking for ppt.
making life difficult for all your students so tht we couldnt get the so call dunno wad shit cert at the end of the sem?

jus one slide of a ppt, you can be able to comment so much .
i wonder wad will happen at week 8 during my presentation.
oh my goodness.

all classes get to dismiss at 2, some jus after their tests.
you dismissed us at over 4 ?
life is unfair.

i dun even feel like studying for my compro now.
fuck it compro test tmr.
mini project.
and museum assignment left.

I need to think of a question for my CATS games now.
ASAP.
gonna crack my brain tonight and finish this freakin stupid project on thurs.

Friday, this whole week's mess will be gone.
and im sooo happy im able to meet my sisters on sat <3.
everyone seems too busy with their own work, and life is getting more stess.
and $$$ is a prob as well!

Why am i still nt hearing frm sen IR??
argh.. i need that job so much now.
pls call call call and call!

:" i shld seriously listen to wenting to stop procrastinating, stop complaining. but sometimes really letting them out of my mind is so much better.. "

2009-11-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

Worse period of life, since the starting of Sem 2.
never felt like this before.
Felt soo much to throw everything aside now,
BUT knw that i cant and never will be able to do that.

Stucked on my WSH project.
Fuck that Risk Matrix table.
gosh. crazy.

Guess im not gonna be able to slp for tonight,
since i've not even started on my WSH Test tmr.

Im seriously craving for my hai pai tian xin and next stop happiness!!
when can i have the time to watch it ?
Ans: Dream on. =(

time is running out.

2009-11-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

SHAG.
Meetup with evelyn to buy her stuffs at Fcp today. (:
got everything she wanted, some even at cheaper prices.
Eat alot today ! omg i tink im gonna get fatter!
Studied EG2 and bit of mech at starbucks,
but still not fully prepared for the test next week!

IM GOING NUTS SERIOUSLY.

Im seriously gg to screw up after next week:

4 TESTS,
2 PRESENTATIONS,
EG2 AND MECH TUTORIALS DUED,
COMPRO MINI PROJECT,
MUSEUM ASSIGNMENT,
MAKEUP LESSONS,
PROJECTS MEETUP,
MUM AND WQ'S BDAY,
WORKING,
&&&

ELEARNING FOR COMPRO, ECPRO QUIZ STLL UNDONE.
dued tonight by 12am sharp.

Find me a wall now.
pls.

2009-11-21T20:38:00.011+08:00

I LOVE MY DARILINGS <3!
TIRED. went for badminton attachment at 11am.
and in the end had games ! instead of training of strokes tgt with other peeps?
bt was fun though. (:

Meet up with hy. meiling and frens,

went shopping arnd instead of the so call " study period "??

LMAO. same old things repeating.

SO, stared blank at my EG2,

Eat prata,

slack and home i go. (:

im gonna finish my Mech quizzes today. by hook or by crook.

can the time pass slower i dun wanna get to next weekkk! ='(

too much assignments rushing to hand in, tests and tutorials!

2 persentations gg next week and nth was prepared yet till now.

WTF.

IM GOING NUTS SOON.

i need more work too!!!

Is the previous shoe nicer?

hmm. pple are telling me though.

the brown one is better..

but.. Its okay.

i love it ;D

2009-11-19T17:04:00.001+08:00

MONEY IS COMING MY WAY FINALLY!!! ;D

happy!

2009-11-18T23:18:00.006+08:00

YES.
I've got that god damn chio heels!.

WOO!! :D
got black one with the almost same design at FEP.
cant wait to wear it, most porbably soonest on next fri!!!
and yea, HAPPY BDAY TO WQ!! (*two times)
wq: shld knw why bah ! (;

freakin' high.
But im loving it.
& neverlessly, im pronounced bankrupt today. T.T

P.S: trust me, this is so gonna be the last pair.

2009-11-18T00:25:00.004+08:00

I'M CRAZY OVER 下一站,幸福!!

DAMN NICE SHOW LAR! :D

i luv 小乐！！
米修米修~

2009-11-17T10:33:00.003+08:00

E-LEARNING SUCKS.
& seriously i hate WSH to the core.
norminated most borin module of the year. =.=

6 assignments to be done in one day?!
and maths online lect needed to go thru.
damn it.

cravings.

2009-11-16T21:56:00.008+08:00

I CRAVE FOR THAT DAMNNN HEELS SOOOO MUCH NOW !
ARGH ! T.T

wtf.

2012

2009-11-15T21:34:00.006+08:00

Okay. 2nd post for the day.

&&&.

2012 is DAMN AWESOME SHOW LARH!
thumbs up and seriously i tink 5 stars is not enough for it.
worth booking the ticket and the cinema is really full house.
like every single seat is occupied?
i was so touched till i cried in lots of part in this 2 1/2 hrs movie.
sad and "scary" scene in some ways.
I wonder one day is it the world is really coming to at end,
in so extreme ways?
i dun wish to have a chance to see the day coming.
We must really learn to treasure all the pple around us,
those you love, and loves you really.
before everything's to late for regrets..

E-learning week starting tmr !
but everything's still the same.
still needed to go to school, jus that the timing's later then usual.
regretted nt paying attention. i need to ask arnd to see wad i have to do tis week alreadi!

Blogger is <3!

2009-11-15T13:11:00.002+08:00

YES.
moved my blog from alivenotdead back to my blogger ;D
used sooo many different sites,
but still found that blogger is the best ! (Y)

Watching 2012 later!
This show is getting so many rating and comments,
and i actually had to book the tickets to get the seats?!
thanks to "HY", there goes my $10.50.
okay, i'm broke.
& i swear this is gonna be the last movie before i find a way to slove the financial probs!
T.T

P.S i need to really catch up on my work before everythings tooo late.