"Cause there's nothing much left to be said.
Just let those feelings remain, un-exposed." - Pan

PANNY ♥
An ordinary girl
who loves day-dreaming.
turning nineteen at 5th Nov,
NP student in ME course.
Stitch addict,
& couldn't live without music.

THE WANTS & NEEDS:

Say hello to Year 2(:
Harddisk.
Sony / Nikon Camera.
Digital Piano.
Driving lessons.


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Exits: Adlyna Ashraf Ashikin Bingliang Cheekiat Darren Dian Huangying Jeremy Jiayi Jannifer Joyce
Lihui Meiling Peiqin Sandy Shu Yi Sihui Steph Wenting Wengqin Xiaozhu Yingeh Yulenda Zhaoyi

Monday, November 30, 2009, 12:28 AM

v v v tired.
losing my strength soon.
spended like dunno #$!$!% hours doing the compro proj.
shag and thanks miner for helping me along(:

school at 8 tmr.
till 5.
my gosh.
its slping time.




Sunday, November 29, 2009, 2:47 PM

Working working and working these three days.
i suddenly realise tat im jus lacking sth so much.
I need to hav a rest, a break seriously before i break down soon enough.

celebrated my mum's bday on fri,
wq's bday yesterday,
and watched new moon.
i am so disapointed with it.
to tink that i still booked the tickets.
i tink i went inside and slp??

compro project left undone.
didnt knw how to complete it.
omg.

heading over to wenting house later.
gonna finished it up by today.
& my eg2 is gonna thank miner today ;D
wahhaha!
backing up my fuckin' acer laptop.
been giving me lots of shit as well as my MSN! -.-




Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 11:01 PM

How on earth am i gg to finish that museum report and get to slp before 12 + able to finish watching my hai pai tian xin ep 4????

I HAVE WAITED SOOO LONG FOR IT LIAO~~ !
omgomg.
damn it.
and i wanna watch new moon~~ !
argh heard its out alreadi! ;D



" If its the pst thats making you feel so bad, all i can tell you is try and forget them. I always believe that times can heals everything, but it seems to me like this didnt applys to all pple. So many things are happening arnd, sometimes makes me lose of sense of direction, move on. pls. it'll make me feel better too, than seeing you feel this way. felt so guilty at some points of times. I did my best, i've tried things i thought i could do. but since this doesnt works for you, i guess you will have to use your own ways to handle your problems. but i wanted to really let you knw: hiding and avoiding dun solve those problems. you will get a better life, better route down in the future. trust me. treat everything now, as a life experience.."




Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 10:00 PM

"so little time to finish so much wrk."

2 more days to go.
end of this hell week.
Today''s test sucks.
cos partly is becos i didnt studied for it.
and last night was busy doing the grp project.
and seriously i hate WSH.

Its so unfair that im always the one getitng these sucky teachers.
and he is so damn long winded.
i wonder is it becos he whole week didnt talk,
so for this 3 hrs i never ever seen him stop talking for a sec!
im so "impressed".
and i dun understand wtf do you need to be so damn strict in your marking for ppt.
making life difficult for all your students so tht we couldnt get the so call dunno wad shit cert at the end of the sem?

jus one slide of a ppt, you can be able to comment so much .
i wonder wad will happen at week 8 during my presentation.
oh my goodness.

all classes get to dismiss at 2, some jus after their tests.
you dismissed us at over 4 ?
life is unfair.

i dun even feel like studying for my compro now.
fuck it compro test tmr.
mini project.
and museum assignment left.

I need to think of a question for my CATS games now.
ASAP.
gonna crack my brain tonight and finish this freakin stupid project on thurs.

Friday, this whole week's mess will be gone.
and im sooo happy im able to meet my sisters on sat <3.
everyone seems too busy with their own work, and life is getting more stess.
and $$$ is a prob as well!

Why am i still nt hearing frm sen IR??
argh.. i need that job so much now.
pls call call call and call!

:" i shld seriously listen to wenting to stop procrastinating, stop complaining. but sometimes really letting them out of my mind is so much better.. "




Monday, November 23, 2009, 10:27 PM

Worse period of life, since the starting of Sem 2.
never felt like this before.
Felt soo much to throw everything aside now,
BUT knw that i cant and never will be able to do that.

Stucked on my WSH project.
Fuck that Risk Matrix table.
gosh. crazy.

Guess im not gonna be able to slp for tonight,
since i've not even started on my WSH Test tmr.

Im seriously craving for my hai pai tian xin and next stop happiness!!
when can i have the time to watch it ?
Ans: Dream on. =(




time is running out.
Sunday, November 22, 2009, 9:06 PM

SHAG.
Meetup with evelyn to buy her stuffs at Fcp today. (:
got everything she wanted, some even at cheaper prices.
Eat alot today ! omg i tink im gonna get fatter!
Studied EG2 and bit of mech at starbucks,
but still not fully prepared for the test next week!

IM GOING NUTS SERIOUSLY.

Im seriously gg to screw up after next week:

4 TESTS,
2 PRESENTATIONS,
EG2 AND MECH TUTORIALS DUED,
COMPRO MINI PROJECT,
MUSEUM ASSIGNMENT,
MAKEUP LESSONS,
PROJECTS MEETUP,
MUM AND WQ'S BDAY,
WORKING,
&&&

ELEARNING FOR COMPRO, ECPRO QUIZ STLL UNDONE.
dued tonight by 12am sharp.

Find me a wall now.
pls.




Saturday, November 21, 2009, 8:38 PM





















I LOVE MY DARILINGS <3!
TIRED. went for badminton attachment at 11am.
and in the end had games ! instead of training of strokes tgt with other peeps?
bt was fun though. (:

Meet up with hy. meiling and frens,
went shopping arnd instead of the so call " study period "??
LMAO. same old things repeating.

SO, stared blank at my EG2,
Eat prata,
slack and home i go. (:

im gonna finish my Mech quizzes today. by hook or by crook.
can the time pass slower i dun wanna get to next weekkk! ='(
too much assignments rushing to hand in, tests and tutorials!
2 persentations gg next week and nth was prepared yet till now.

WTF.
IM GOING NUTS SOON.
i need more work too!!!


Is the previous shoe nicer?
hmm. pple are telling me though.
the brown one is better..
but.. Its okay.
i love it ;D




Thursday, November 19, 2009, 5:04 PM

MONEY IS COMING MY WAY FINALLY!!! ;D




happy!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 11:18 PM

YES.
I've got that god damn chio heels!.

WOO!! :D
got black one with the almost same design at FEP.
cant wait to wear it, most porbably soonest on next fri!!!
and yea, HAPPY BDAY TO WQ!! (*two times)
wq: shld knw why bah ! (;

freakin' high.
But im loving it.
& neverlessly, im pronounced bankrupt today. T.T

P.S: trust me, this is so gonna be the last pair.




12:25 AM

I'M CRAZY OVER 下一站,幸福!!

DAMN NICE SHOW LAR! :D


i luv 小乐 ！！
米修米修~









Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 10:33 AM

E-LEARNING SUCKS.
& seriously i hate WSH to the core.
norminated most borin module of the year. =.=

6 assignments to be done in one day?!
and maths online lect needed to go thru.
damn it.




cravings.
Monday, November 16, 2009, 9:56 PM

I CRAVE FOR THAT DAMNNN HEELS SOOOO MUCH NOW !
ARGH ! T.T

wtf.





2012
Sunday, November 15, 2009, 9:34 PM

Poster 2012 film by Cine Fanatico.

Okay. 2nd post for the day.

&&&.

2012 is DAMN AWESOME SHOW LARH!
thumbs up and seriously i tink 5 stars is not enough for it.
worth booking the ticket and the cinema is really full house.
like every single seat is occupied?
i was so touched till i cried in lots of part in this 2 1/2 hrs movie.
sad and "scary" scene in some ways.
I wonder one day is it the world is really coming to at end,
in so extreme ways?
i dun wish to have a chance to see the day coming.
We must really learn to treasure all the pple around us,
those you love, and loves you really.
before everything's to late for regrets..

E-learning week starting tmr !
but everything's still the same.
still needed to go to school, jus that the timing's later then usual.
regretted nt paying attention. i need to ask arnd to see wad i have to do tis week alreadi!




Blogger is <3!
1:11 PM

YES.
moved my blog from alivenotdead back to my blogger ;D
used sooo many different sites,
but still found that blogger is the best ! (Y)

Watching 2012 later!
This show is getting so many rating and comments,
and i actually had to book the tickets to get the seats?!
thanks to "HY", there goes my $10.50.
okay, i'm broke.
& i swear this is gonna be the last movie before i find a way to slove the financial probs!
T.T

P.S i need to really catch up on my work before everythings tooo late.