Pan's Chronicle <3

"Cause there's nothing much left to be said. Just let those feelings remain, un-exposed." - Pan
PANNY ♥ An ordinary girl who loves day-dreaming. turning nineteen at 5th Nov, NP student in ME course. Stitch addict, & couldn't live without music. THE WANTS & NEEDS: ~~Say hello to Year 2(:~~ ~~Harddisk.~~ Sony / Nikon Camera. ~~Digital Piano.~~ Driving lessons.
Layout: vehemency Icon: reruntherace Rewind: November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010 Exits: Adlyna Ashraf Ashikin Bingliang Cheekiat Darren Dian Huangying Jeremy Jiayi Jannifer Joyce Lihui Meiling Peiqin Sandy Shu Yi Sihui Steph Wenting Wengqin Xiaozhu Yingeh Yulenda Zhaoyi
Wednesday, March 24, 2010, 12:33 AM Gonna work till like shit now. Im seriously not enjoying this.. having no life now other than wrk, having to worry abt all my fuckin damn bills, fees and now. my digital piano as well! & i discover that whenever you needed money the most, essentials and stuffs at your home, or you MOST needed. will tends to get out of stock and you have to get them by hook or by crook. damn it those contact lenses and alllllll stuffs la, to be in tis timing. Friday, March 19, 2010, 11:03 AM Thank god for giving me one chance. and i swear im not gonna skip any lessons w/o valid reasons next sem. But im still feeling depressed, for the coming year 2 for some reasons. cos.. things are never gonna be the same again. and seriously i hate this. Fucking hate these. maybe its really time.. for me to get serious with life. Thursday, March 18, 2010, 3:16 PM Work. Out. Home. Pianos. Thats the life now. Results tmr. GG. im not gonna on my phone tmr morning. cos i dun wan to know wad i know im getting. Tuesday, March 9, 2010, 10:24 PM Sorry for those bad attitude, but i didnt know how to reveal or show myself out to anyone, anymore. I felt like i cant be my true self now. cos im not sure if i could ever trust anyone again. pardon me. really. i need time. Monday, March 8, 2010, 12:01 AM Everyone have their own problems, different pple have different points of views, different ways to solve them. So, if you could choose the easier way out, why bother to make your life difficult? & im way too softhearted, so i choosen the easy way. 嘴硬心软. 泛贱. Sunday, March 7, 2010, 12:33 AM Freakin pissed off. Okay. Since you treat us like air, then so be it. Since you think your frens are better than us. and you are enjoyin your life very well, then go ahead then. & we are having serious communication problems, really. You are the one who is not keen at all in the first place, so stop finding excuses or anything to cover up those shit. i dun wanna hear your explaination anymore cos i see no point any further. thats it, really the end point. i had enough. KNN! you can fairly well jus continue acting like you are the victim k, and let me be the bad guy. FUCK YOU MAN. end up everything my fault nbcb! P.S: im not gonna let anyone "know me better", not for now. forget it pls. Saturday, March 6, 2010, 12:39 PM LOL. Weird stuffs are comin my way. Enjoy your trip tmr, Hy and wq~! I WANNA GO TOOOO! :( Friday, March 5, 2010, 10:57 PM Alice in wonderland dun seems as nice as wad i thought. maybe cos of the subtitles? lol. P.S: Im spending money like water these days, buy piano? yea, dream on. Wednesday, March 3, 2010, 11:49 PM Zen X-Fi2 or Nano? PS: OK. i know my english is bad. but i'll rem it the next time. its spent instead of spended. LOL. Tuesday, March 2, 2010, 12:02 AM i hate it. seriously, i tink i made the right choice. im not gonna ruin my life like this. Gonna find time to get back my identity. ASAP by this week! PS: Work hard, play hard for now. Monday, March 1, 2010, 12:43 AM SERIOUSLY. Who ever it is out there who did that down at expo today. I wish you hell. for stealing frm a kid with 0 value in the bank. gifing me NTH but trouble. NOW. I have to change my locks, Replace/ renew / cancel ALL my cards and atms, Make police report, Buy new cardigan and all my stuffs in the bag AGAIN, Replace new ezlink and student card, Live life w/o music till IT fair, & the worst part is: I HAVE TO PAY 100 BUCKS TO REPLACE THT DAMN IC. work for 3 days, and end up now im taking all to pay for all this shit. _l_ WTF!