"Cause there's nothing much left to be said.
Just let those feelings remain, un-exposed." - Pan

PANNY ♥
An ordinary girl
who loves day-dreaming.
turning nineteen at 5th Nov,
NP student in ME course.
Stitch addict,
& couldn't live without music.

THE WANTS & NEEDS:

Say hello to Year 2(:
Harddisk.
Sony / Nikon Camera.
Digital Piano.
Driving lessons.


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Rewind: November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 August 2010
Exits: Adlyna Ashraf Ashikin Bingliang Cheekiat Darren Dian Huangying Jeremy Jiayi Jannifer Joyce
Lihui Meiling Peiqin Sandy Shu Yi Sihui Steph Wenting Wengqin Xiaozhu Yingeh Yulenda Zhaoyi

Sunday, January 31, 2010, 9:47 PM

Tasted almost all ion B1 finger food today yea?
LOLS.
got my shoe. but a navy blue one instead.
and i saved 16 dollars :D

got to do my mech tuts ,
im running out of time!


P.S: well im not that lucky afterall, missed out sth.




working fun ! :D
10:42 AM




















Working fun with liching and miyoko! ;D
thanks so much miyoko's help yeahhhhhh !
we were so lucky =x
As a result i spended like 3/4 on my salary on clothes too?
i still cant live w/o shopping!


I'm failing on my pianos alr.
tough for beginners really.
esp. for someone who is too dumb to be able to READ those tao geh.
pianos is really gg to take up alot of my time now.
which is not a good thing esp at this point of time.
neverlessly, i choosen it.
so i'll do my best yea.
i need some real practice on my coordinations!




P.S: i love sequins! <3




Saturday, January 23, 2010, 7:09 PM

I'm beginning to doubt myself.
Things are not wad they are to be anymore.
Feeling somekind like, empty ?..

&& im gonna need to put in lots of time for piano prac.
yea. i shld have started during march holidays.
dummy in pianos!
=.=




Friday, January 22, 2010, 1:29 PM

FIRST PIANO LESSON TODAY.

:D




Wednesday, January 20, 2010, 8:07 PM

i believe you can pull thru,
jus perseverere on and you can do it.
i know its hard..
seeing you so terrible i can do nth to help..
this feeling sucks.
try your best..
AND pls.. dun gif up.
GOD BLESS.
we will pray hard for you!




12:05 AM

i seriously hate this feeling.
this feeling really sucks.
i had never ever in my life got this kind of feeling that is so terrible.
im scare now .
& i fuckin hate bikes.

God please ..
at least out of danger.

i dun wanna admit im having this bad feeling this night.
but im gonna really pray hard he's alright.
out of danger at least.
please. please. please.




Monday, January 18, 2010, 12:48 AM

OK. Ways to spend our tutorials lessons "MEANINGFULLY" (: :

- Talk
- Tap on iphones and break records.
- MSN + FB
- Have self toilet breaks.
- Photo taking. including the teachers in the photos too.
















Thats the way we usually do, MOST of the time during these 2 sems huh.
LMAO. and school is back again tmr, gonna end off tmr with compro written test.
Which till now, im currently still blogging. and haven started a single shit.



















Miner will be so "pleased" to see this right uh?
look at wad her finger is pointing. Tsk.
HAHAHAS.
I need to learn how to plan my time.
Why do i always have this prob, that my time is ALWAYS not enough?
Watched Vampire Assistant with sisters.
Wondered when will part 2 be out.
Average show i guess.
but somehow it seems like a drama instead of a movie to me (:

Dinner at MOF, w/o wenting who went home for dinner.
I <3>
It will be nice if everyone can bring them back after dining.
HAHAHA.
nice food. jus that i thought the serving size was like too small. ( I dun have a big appetite ok?)
EXCEPT. change that spoon. for babies uh?
way toooo small for pple to feel full eh. LOL.





















Im gonna flip thru my compro and make sure i can make it for tmr's 8am maths lessons alr!
Having lessons frm 8 to 730pm?
Marvellous.





Friday, January 15, 2010, 8:20 PM

ok. I missed the chance again.
SEN IR called again. BUT.
this time i rejected it. MYSELF.
cos i decided to wait for marina bay's recuitment drive.
yea cos of certain reasons.

So Wenting, i cant join you this time round.
but i really do envy your pay lar, for a job so far.

Have so much project on hand nw!
have to finish up my wsh and cats research asap.

I'm glad to complete my compro stage 2 alr.
thanks to darren. for the merging part.

Working tmr.
finally, im gg to offically apply for my piano lessons by next mon.
till then.


P.S: Life is not that bad afterall sometimes. Its bad only if you tink in a negative way. (:
STAY positive. you life will only gets better. (:




Tuesday, January 12, 2010, 10:28 PM

Thank you sisters Meiling, Miner and Wenting!
love the presents and thanks for the efforts.
Im still thinking where am i gg to put it up!
and the stool will be saved for the keyboard! ;D
Erm, im a person who dunno how to react when i got surprises.
yea. its abit dumb lar.
hope you all understand! :)

Neverlessly, im gladd you all still did remembered my bday lar!
cheers!





















OLD DOGS IS A DAMN IT HILARIOUS MOVIE.
ohgosh its been a long time since i have last watch a movie with so much laughter.
acting like a crazy woman laughing so hard in the cinemas!
hahahas!
thumbs up. really cheer pple's day up with the scenes laaa!
working tmr. meaning more money to save up!


P.S: do wad you knw you are gg to do tmr. and follow your mind now. instead of your mind!
im gonna forced myself to remember this! to prevent stuffs i dun wanna happen. ohmygosh.




Monday, January 11, 2010, 7:30 PM

i regretted rejecting IR sentosa that day.
and went for some damn stupid attachments then.
wasting my time.

Omygosh. i wished i had a second chance.
im not gonna missed it again if i can!!

Badminton makeup lessons tmr.
there goes the only day which i can slp later then usual on weekdays.

Neverlessly, gonna complete the compro stage 2 by tmr.
and do sth bt my mechanics.

YEAH. Meeting up for dinner with sisters!
i dun wan to admit la.
but then yea, missed you all!
its like ages since we last met,
since everyone are soo busy with stuffs.
:D

P.S: i wanted to get to knw myself better, from today onwards. (:




12:44 AM

Give me a chance will you?
mygosh, i am only late for 4 mins for the submission for mech.
i guess i wun be that suay right.

if i am gonna get 0 for my ppt for that 4 and 35 secs of the time.
its really, SHIT.

I am trying hard, not to miss tmr's maths lecture.
since its like last week i didnt even manage to see him at all?

I hate this feeling of returning back to school days.
Since this weekends is really gg too fast.
i didnt even manage to catch a glimpse of the time.
and zoom.
went passed the weekends.

Been too tired recently, i need sleeep.
really i do.
tats it for the day then.




River flows in you.
Saturday, January 9, 2010, 10:39 PM

Mesmerized.

love it x 10000.

partly too becos of this song that increase the passion for my piano.

Marvellous.

thought it was known to be bella's lullaby at first though.




Thursday, January 7, 2010, 9:49 PM

YOU BELONG WITH ME IS A NICE SONG!
esp the MV.
another nice song in fearless album.
didnt knew it before today's k session though.
i love the whole album cos every songs seems so nice yea.
:D:D




BALLOON DAY~
Wednesday, January 6, 2010, 8:35 PM















































I MISSED MY HOLIDAYS! =(

BALLOON FUN! ;D






















































Next week gonna be it, the day i register my official P-I-A-N-O lessons at Cristofori Music School! cheaper alot more. but 1 lesson only 30 mins. and only once per week? =( im gonna ask whether its possible to extend them! My driving lessons will commence during my march holidays then. due to..... cashflow prob. as well as my akido. ;D So many things , whereas so lil time. gosh. How abt my yoga and new jazz? confusing me out simply now.
Violin lessons will be taken into considerations as well. since i found out abt sth today. :D
BUT thats for the future. defnitely not now.
6 more weeks or lesser to long term holidays !!
jiayou for now.
before all those things above, i've to get my studies on the track, first!
BADMINTON LESSONS TMR. cant be late again. gonna rest early.
KBOX tmr. i missed them!! so long since the last time.
till then!
<3




Tuesday, January 5, 2010, 8:13 PM

OKAY.

Im going to start all my self-improvement lessons soon!

yea yea yea.
found out abt the pricing for the piano lessons at yamaha today.
close to 150/mth for jus 45mins per week?

ex. but its less than wad i have expected.
gonna find out abt Cristofori's pricing.

P.S.wasting time is like wasting life.




1:30 AM

wad impact they left on me.
I will not be able to bring myself to forget them.
although those are the past tense now.
let bygones be bygones?
but i'm gonna thank them, for teaching me to grow up.
and see the real side of the reality world.

2010, i will myself, but no man.
Things are not gg to be the same anymore.
& i will achieve, and try to get all the things i wanted in this life.
no matter what it takes.

i swear, with my heart.

starting from; being a good gal.

& Happy bday to sis!
who should be happily enjoying herself at KL.
gonna be back tmr. cheers.