"Cause there's nothing much left to be said.
Just let those feelings remain, un-exposed." - Pan

PANNY ♥
An ordinary girl
who loves day-dreaming.
turning nineteen at 5th Nov,
NP student in ME course.
Stitch addict,
& couldn't live without music.

THE WANTS & NEEDS:

Say hello to Year 2(:
Harddisk.
Sony / Nikon Camera.
Digital Piano.
Driving lessons.


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Friday, April 30, 2010, 12:27 AM

I dun like this.
I dun like the way i handle and do my stuffs.
I know some may think that im getting emo recently,
but seriously im beginning, really starting to think abt wad i wanted in life.
This whole week and the last week,
been packing up myself everyday, after schools and reaching home late.
I didnt know why though, why in the hell am i getting myself so packed up everyday.

Every family will get their own problems.
People do change, and so does siblings.
They changed to become someone unlike the past,
someone that my parents dun like,
and im not used to it.
Its true in someways im getting abit more freedom then normal,
but. i realise i dun like the way of losing this bonding.
friends are more important than family?
& after everything, i dun wanna be a dissapointment to them.

Meet up with IS frens and yulenda today.
Surprisely yes, we seems to be the only pple that managed to remain our friendship thoughout,
unlike like other sem 1 IS frens?
talk cork and laugh like mad? haha(:

Is everything worth it?
everything i do mus i really do them with a reason?
i dun wanna think, but it seems to me like,
memories are getting the best of me nw.
& im fuckin hating these.
& dun ask me the reason why, cos i wanna know the ans to this question too.




Wednesday, April 28, 2010, 1:22 AM

Ice kachang puppy love!!
<3 <3 <3




Tuesday, April 27, 2010, 1:14 AM

Im confused. Numb. Lost. everything at the same time.
Not lookin forward in any days of the week now.
Be it weekdays where school days dun end up well,
or weekends which i had to worried abt the sales and the, attitude.
and yea, other stuffs as well. is starting to piss me off.
there's somehow or other a limit to everyone's patience.
when a person shows kindness or friendliness to you, sometimes it does not meant anything,
like wad you thought it wun be.

Nth elses matters now, beside the main priorities, the main concern.
Yea, we had to understand that things and stuffs wun normally go along well with us,
and we have to learn to accept, when there's no more choices for you.

Self confidence.
and i need to decide fast.

P.S: people do change, and so do their attitude towards everything.
time is the key point.




Monday, April 12, 2010, 12:18 AM

Think carefully before you act next time.
Cos somethings.. there's no chance for you to start over again.
OH GOD DAMN IT.

Workin fun today!
although the sales today is like wtf?
but yet i enjoyed myself ,
and learn that special technique why some sales person have so good sales?

I'll miss these peeps, and yea hello to boring workin these 3 days! =(




Friday, April 9, 2010, 11:11 PM



laptop is giving me craps now.
fcuk.
So much stuffs needed to do, but yet so lil time,
Needed to get my IC, my np student pass,
and on top of these, now this bloody acer giving me all these shit!
OH MAN.




Wednesday, April 7, 2010, 11:48 PM

OH holidays, pls give me another 14 days of youuuu! =(




Saturday, April 3, 2010, 1:08 AM

Work alot.
Think alot too recently.
Too much stuffs going thru my head at one point of time,
and sometimes i realise, i didnt know wad i am doing.
wad my mind is thinkin.

Make decision without thinking abt the consequences,
Shoot words jus outta my mind everytime.

I wanted to feel stuffs with my heart,
w/o having to play mind games.

life is tough.
no one dies a virgin,
becos life fucked us all.

P.S: The person you trusted the most, maybe you dun even know who he/she's really are.