"Cause there's nothing much left to be said.
Just let those feelings remain, un-exposed." - Pan
PANNY ♥
An ordinary girl
who loves day-dreaming.
turning nineteen at 5th Nov,
NP student in ME course.
Stitch addict,
& couldn't live without music.
THE WANTS & NEEDS:
Say hello to Year 2(:
Harddisk.
Sony / Nikon Camera.
Digital Piano.
Driving lessons.
Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace
Rewind:
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
August 2010
Exits:
Adlyna
Ashraf
Ashikin
Bingliang
Cheekiat
Darren
Dian
Huangying
Jeremy
Jiayi
Jannifer
Joyce
Lihui
Meiling
Peiqin
Sandy
Shu Yi
Sihui
Steph
Wenting
Wengqin
Xiaozhu
Yingeh
Yulenda
Zhaoyi
Tuesday, December 29, 2009, 9:46 PM
I SWEAR NEXT TIME IM NOT GONNA LET PPLE CUT MY FRINGE AGAIN. not a single chance.
God Damn It.
11:29 AM
Just keep walking, and dun look back.Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 11:40 PM
Nth else but tired left.
having sleepless nights these days.
i wonder why, since im alr felt like knocked out everyday these days.
i seriously need to take slping pills if this continues.
i seriously need to take slping pills if this continues.
i wannnnnn my slp!
Working whole week, except for 24 and 25th celebrating for xmas.
i need a break starting frm next week.
Happy birthday to liching/ limei last sun !
more photos will be up next time.
till then.
Sunday, December 20, 2009, 10:44 AM
I wanted to set some goals in my life.and i wanted NO MORE of aimlessly jus passing my everyday life.
doing those daily routines, and slacking arnd.
SO,
im gonna save money now.
work work work.
and complete those stuffs i wanted and wish to learn.
cos i believe i not born into life w/o any purpose.
living them in vain.
at least i dun wanna
MY life dun only consists of shopping.
starting frm today.
(:
Wanna learn taekwondo, beside loving the uniform, jus learn a skill to defend myself?
Driving lessons are a must, but i can wait.
whereas piano lessons are my dream, my craving.
i hope im still young for all these.
time is running out, and youth is gonna be gone if you dun treasure it soon enough!
jiayou x 100000 panny ! yea ;D
Friday, December 18, 2009, 11:51 AM
I needed to work.
to save up for outings these weeks.
ohgosh.
-Sorry not being able to join you guys on 24th,
meet you all up next time.
-and 7 sisters too, enjoy yourself on 24th,
i'll meet you all on 25th kk?
- will try to arrange time for meet up too before the year ends,
SY and jiawen ;Dpacked myself up during these 2 weeks;
other than outings..
work, revision and PROJECTS!
brushing myself up, before the school reopens in 2 weeks time.
COS. CT ended up in a bad way.
and i screwed my mechanics alr.
till then.
But neverless, stil thankful to frens for helping out and revising tgt during the ct week (:
cos there's at least still some hope for eg2.
thanks vinod for teaching too.
Watched avatar yesterday down at plaza sing.
gosh. damn long show close to 3 hrs? and since i was sitting on the first 2nd row,
my neck feel like it broken after that.
didnt knw how to descirbe the show also.
but then it shld be nice?
since all tickets are like sold out and selling fast?
:D
Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 4:57 PM
I've lost faith in my mechanics.soooo.
i'll jus brush up abit more later on it.
By then, i will leave everything for heaven to decide tmr.
GOD BLESS.
"Worthless. and unappreciated."
Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 8:09 PM
I seriously hope i dun screw up this EG2 paper today.I did my best i supose,
put in wadever shit i have rem and revise before the test.
Jus pray hard now that i dun need the re-test .
i'll be glad alr.
Gonna study mech later.
finish my tao hua xiao mei and next ep will be better definitely!
next up gonna finish my dalang and next stop! ;D
Gonna revise mechanics for tonight before i slp !
" I wanna be happy, & be trouble-free."
Sunday, December 13, 2009, 10:13 PM
LEAVE ME ALONE.
The Veronicas are loved today (:
10% of studies done? LOL.
Saturday, December 12, 2009, 9:03 PM
I've promised wenting, and i knw wad is the consequences of it defnitely.
but i wanted that kappa shoe as well, neverlessly!
Didnt expend this day to come, to felt so cold in our conversation today.
Meet during the holidays ?
i guess your life seems to have other things much more important though.
K 书时间到 !
2 more days.
" I dun miss you, I missed the way you used to be."
Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 11:43 PM
Choosen my IS modules, Entrepreneurship ranking the first.Hectic work these few days before the holidays comes,
gonna finish that lab report and keppel industrial report by today.
ASAP.
oh gosh am i really gg to make my font size 40 to squeeze two pages out?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009, 10:58 PM
ended a better way then i thought.
and the teacher wasnt even paying attention to our presentation also.
WTF.
neverlessly, reports are needed to be handed in too. by THURS.
compro stage 2 by this week too.
Looks relaxing this week,
but in fact sucks too.
CT next week.
jiayou x 10000!
Monday, December 7, 2009, 8:41 PM
WSH PRESENTATION TMR.yes. we are gg to cross our fingers,
and pray hard for the best tmr. (:
OMGOSH.
had a habit of losing my things recently.
esp my mech pencils.
didnt knw how many #!$$@ times i have bought and lost them in like,
1 weeek??
=.= damn it.
im not gonna buy so ex pencils anymore.
Sunday, December 6, 2009, 11:29 PM
Another bag,
One more dress,
White top added to closet,
New Jumper. ( got it at a discounted price of 24 instead of online shopping ;D)
OMGOSH. i felt so sinful today.
although i wanna sayyyy:
" IT REALLY FEELLLSS SOOOOOO DAMMMN GOOD TO SHOPPPP! ;D"
thats the privilege of being a gal.
& im lovin it so much.
gonna skip so much meals next week. DAMN IT BROKE.
Outing to celebrate shuyi's bday at vivo. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to shuyi on the 5th dec!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to shuyi on the 5th dec!
Oh yeah, watch new moon twice.
LOL.
dissapointing show to me though.
i guess the same for some twilight sega fans out there?
i dunnoe,
but i find that the book is really better.
Thursday, December 3, 2009, 1:21 PM
i realise till now, this moment of time.I still didnt know wad i wanted in life.
im stil me, always not content, satisfied with my life .
& i cant find a reason why am i doing that.
I hate myself for still feeling that way till now.
i wanted to stop and get out of this asap.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009, 10:23 PM
You had no idea how dissapointing for the words you said that time.totally ruin my mood.
wtf have i done to deserve all these shit.
Always been the one getting scolded by you,
taking in all your bad temper.
sometimes i was also wondering am i too dumb to do that.
I did wad i can do as a fren, and i believe that i didnt do anything wrong.
Sometimes it feels so much like you are treating us as spare tires,
When you are damn free, you will find ways to get us out,
contact us and sms us.
When you dun, you can simply jus ignore us for few weeks to mth,
and jus tell me that since we so busy you also lazy to contact us?
so is this wad frens are for?
i tolerant you, but why am i feeling this way.
it seems to me like you are jus living in your world,
and sometimes jus pop your head out and meet us as you wan.
So you tink that after all those, you can jus tell me that its all a misunderstanding?
so after scolding and blaming pple w/o getting the facts right,
and jus a simply apology will do ?
i had enough. its too much sometimes.
I've said i hav forgiven you, but yes you are right.
the hatred is there, already.
You shld learn, to treasure the frens arnd you.
im sicked of all these..
i am , speechless.