"Cause there's nothing much left to be said.
Just let those feelings remain, un-exposed." - Pan
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Friday, April 30, 2010, 12:27 AM
I dun like this.I dun like the way i handle and do my stuffs. I know some may think that im getting emo recently, but seriously im beginning, really starting to think abt wad i wanted in life. This whole week and the last week, been packing up myself everyday, after schools and reaching home late. I didnt know why though, why in the hell am i getting myself so packed up everyday. Every family will get their own problems. People do change, and so does siblings. They changed to become someone unlike the past, someone that my parents dun like, and im not used to it. Its true in someways im getting abit more freedom then normal, but. i realise i dun like the way of losing this bonding. friends are more important than family? & after everything, i dun wanna be a dissapointment to them. Meet up with IS frens and yulenda today. Surprisely yes, we seems to be the only pple that managed to remain our friendship thoughout, unlike like other sem 1 IS frens? talk cork and laugh like mad? haha(: Is everything worth it? everything i do mus i really do them with a reason? i dun wanna think, but it seems to me like, memories are getting the best of me nw. & im fuckin hating these. & dun ask me the reason why, cos i wanna know the ans to this question too. |